went bishan library studied again
felt so lonely and sad and had to share table with ppl i dunno
all becos retarded abandoned me to tp
and audrey only able to come in the afternoon
but at least it was quite productive becos i got no one to talk to
and can concentrate on my work

wanted to go swimming with audrey in the evening
but somehow i know i shouldn't
and so i rejected her
Argh but now i feel like goin so much
maybe i shouldn't think of it le
must concentrate and study!

goin study again tomorrow
quite sian of it liao
and can feel myself burning out
but i mus perservere until after o-lvl
i must...