RAHH!

sometimes things are just so unexplainable.
a one year plus friendship as compared to a month of friendship and yet the feelings is totally different. people would assumed that the one year friendship would have been stronger having gone through so much together. but somehow to me this one month of friendship signifies more. at least it showed true bonding and people do not only think about themselves though there will always be that minority who does.
now i understand what they have meant all along after having experienced this. and what happened at the field meet could have justified why i would have felt this way. though i can't deny that the one yr plus friendship do have its happy and joyous times too. but the bonding just isn't there i guess.

anyway i was so irritated today after hearing something.
you have no right to criticize on others when u are not even half their standard. at least in my opinion they are far better than you. and they are indeed.

k i should finish up the piles of hw on my desk. and kind of dreading thurs. i hoped my pd tutor won't mention anything about cheerlead or remembering tt i joined. i tried keeping it from him but apparently i failed cos he was sitting there watching. goodness!