Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
so much things on my mind. and finally i manage to get it off my chest by having someone to talk to. telling someone part of this whole thing makes me feel so much better. though i still chose to hide certain things from you. i don't want ppl to judge me on why i do certain things.you are right in saying i always make rash decisions. i think so too. and always come to regret it in the end. somehow i got a feeling i am regretting what i did already though i am trying very hard not to. it's quite contradicting that i am not together with someone who knows me so well practically inside out, only to get together with someone sometimes i think i hardly know and trying very hard to understand. i have got to understand my brain as usual...
