Wednesday, December 08, 2010
Wednesday, December 08, 2010
bleah WARNING!! STAY AWAY FROM ME ):
highly volatile now!
and u said the person i need to conquer is myself. tt i have to believe in you who believe in me. i am really trying very hard... but somehow the thought of failing any of my subjects again make me damm upset and feel like crying and giving up and super stressed tt i can't seem to do anything right.
looking at physic 1 is totally sianzation. the phobia of failing it again when everything still seems so unfamiliar and there's tt whole chunk tt i haven even touch. rahhh!
okay and i keep thinking of stupid things tt i shouldn't even be thinking. bleah the guys should never have asked me tt ques yesterday. i hate it when my mind drifts away from studying. it's just a vicious cycle that i can't seem to get myself out of it.
and i feel sad when i am damm stressed tt i need someone to talk to just for a short while and u told me to wait till the next day and tt u are going jogging and not free. i just can't help but lost my temper for tt moment.
cry! i feel like whining like a three year old kid. >.<
i feel so fat because i can't stop eating when i am stressed!
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if only i got time for just one day off to somewhere quiet and peaceful and not doing anything. but i don't have the time to do so ):
life always suck when exams come.
