feeling so restless at home! and i am getting hooked to the song: we dance on
just keep repeating the song! everything's gonna be okay! the streets will lighten up my way~
idk what to study for soil and nothing is going in... sian. two more days and it will be over. i need to endure. i know i have to but i just can't seem to concentrate. my self discipline is seriously bad!
Cause I’m gonna take this all the way
It’s now or never
I’ll break what’s in my way
I’ma stand up like a soldier
Tonight I’m gonna take over
then i realised next yr is like most of my friends' 21st bday! i am going to be damm poor.
and then dear's taiwan trip with his family suddenly pop into my head too. i want to go too but i know i will be too poor to go and this coming hol is too short for me to make any money and my allowance won't allow me to save up enough to travel ):
it makes me sad for a moment because i was just reading the other friend's blog abt her bf going overseas and how " he has seen, explored, experienced, tasted, touched and felt so many things, people, places, food that u were not part of" and "u werent part of what he did and its something that u will never know cause u didnt experince firsthand with him."
a memory that is going to be somewhat unforgettable but u are never going to share it.
hai okay nevermind shall stop thinking of all that but concentrate on my soil. my mind is just wandering everywhere but on soil. rahh rahh rahh!
